Archi, have you considered the possibility that you're bipolar? You seem to have this mood blips a great deal, just from the little I see.

Each journal I read is always so depressing, or angry with no real reason why. Granted, a journal can't be counted at the person itself. but a reflection of what they're feeling. Maybe it's time you stepped away from peers, family, friends and talked to a doctor. I don't mean the campus counselor or some bullshit like that; schedule an appointment with a psychiatrist/ologist. Maybe they can give you better insight to why you're in such a rut.

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I am not bipolar, in fact I am one of the most psychologically healthy people you'll ever meet - so says the last psychologist I spoke to. No, I just happen to have a very, very, very difficult life. I don't explain, in detail, the reasons I'm unhappy because I don't think the world at large needs to know all my intimate details here on Deviant Art.

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'Mood blips' don't always constitute bi-polarism.

The world today likes to give everything a title, a name. If you are sad, you must be depressed. If you talk to yourself, then you are schizophenic. If you are fat, then you must be over-eating. If you are skinny, you are anorexic.

Some people get in a rut now and again. I do it myself. Some days I just feel sad, for whatever reason. I don't believe a pill is needed to fix everything. As a person, one can certainly manage it on their own.

It is easy to conform to a society which believes in perfection. Millions of smiling, imacculate faces that center around a TV fit lifestyle.

Fact is, there are plenty of reasons to be unhappy around here. The economy is crashing, the divorce rate is up, and drug use is at an all time high. I figure if someone wishes to express their displeasure with how the wheels are turning, they should do so without given yet another title.

I've tried psychiatrists before and all I really did was overpay some shmuck to rant about my life the same I'd do on here. It never really fixed anything for me at all.

We all have bad times, best to just support our friends the best we can until all is well again. That is my suggestion at least.

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Yeah. It will blow over. But... eh. *shrugs*

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Probably.

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